ok so... this week just stucks like a bitch......
Monday
I arrive at work and after i change all my clothes and such, i realize that my phone isnt on me. i search my bags and everything but no sign of it.... I go back to my car and look for it, nothing... Soo that evening no phone...
I'm getting off work. 10 minutes before i arrive in Mischievous Town i hear this weird "clung clung clung clung" noise.. and i'm like -_^??? Hm... I wonder what that could be... I turn off the radio and listen. Then.. the car starts shaking and i'm like What the F****..... I then smelled this weird carbon smell and then i began to get worried. I couldnt pull over because if i did, what if the car stopped moving? Also, my phone is missing so i cant call for help either. So i kept going until i reached the first gas station. I pulled up next to the car wash and stepped out of the car to check out my tires first. My front RIGHT wheel is COMPLETELY TOTALLED. It looked like it exploded from the inside or a herd of mice tore it apart. i was like WOW. I didnt hit anything that night either. So how is this possible??? I call my dad with the pay phone and he comes to rescue me.
Tuesday
I leave for work and i get in my car. I put the car into reverse and i slowly back out of my parking spot. I always turn around and look back behind me okay. I could not see the car that was behind me(stationary , was not moving). The dumpster beside it casted a shadow from the light next to the building and completely covered that car behind me. I was going really slow too... 2mph alright. And i hit it... I was like damn... But then i drove out and went on home... it was when i was half way home when i thought, shit... what if it was a customers car... and i dented it.. SHIT!!! IMA BE SCREWED!!! so i started freakin out all the way home.
I was PRAYING that there was not a dent in either my car or the other persons car cuz i'll be screwed either way. if i got a dent my dad is gona FLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP and if the other car got a dent, i might get fired.
i get home... there is a dent.. on the left corner of the back bumper.... shit....
TODAY...
I go to dance class and regularly dance (duh) after 20 mins into the class, i do the jump portion of the hip hop routine and then i land on my foot wrong and my ankle twisted and i fell to the ground... SEERING PAIN FILLED MY ANKLE AND I JUST SAT THERE GRIPPING IT not making a single noise. my instructor had me let go and take a loook at it. she then walks me out into the waiting area, into a chair and sat me down while taking a look at my leg. she had me take off my shoe, my foot was smelly i knew it lol. she got an ice pack and had me sit it out the rest of the class. We have recital next week... shit..... i was under depression as i watched the rest of the class dance. wednesdays are the highlight of my week because dance is my passion and it saddens me i couldnt participate.... after 15 mins of the fall i could still walk. but now i cant walk without pain shooting up my leg....
so yeah... so far this week has been GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT....... -.-'
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Break in the window he says
So last night my mom told me of the incident between my brother and her. Here's how it went.
Mom: YOU KNOW HOW FRUSTRATED I WAS YESTERDAY??? THE STUPID BACKDOOR GOT STUCK AND I WAS LOCKED OUT!! I KEPT CALLING AND CALLING YOUR BROTHER FOR 20 MINUTES BUT HE WOULDNT ANSWER!!! AND YOU AND YOUR FATHER WERE AT WORK TOO! WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!?!
my dad and i giggled at this point.
Mom: FINALLY WHEN HE OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME I STARTED TO LECTURE HIM. I WAS SO AGGRIVATED!! MY BLOOD PRESSURE WAS SO HIGH UP!! I GO BACK AND I ASKED HIM "WHY DIDNT YOU OPEN THE DOOR WHEN I CALLED?!?!? I WENT TO THE FRONT DOOR AND CALLED BUT STILL NO RESPONSE!!" THEN YOUR BROTHER GOES "Oh.. You called???" AND I SAID "YEAH!!!" THEN HE GOES "wait wait wait!! follow me follow me" THEN HE TAKES ME OUTSIDE AND SAYS "okay remember the other day *me* got stuck outside too? She popped the window screen out and climbed back in see?"
My dad and i were dying from laughter by now.
Mom: THEN I GOT EVEN MORE MAD AND SCREAMED "YOU'RE TELL ME!??!?! YOUR MOM!!! TO CLIMB IN THROUGH THE WINDOW!!! WHEN YOU COULD'VE OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME!?!?!?!?
my dad and i were laughing so hard you couldnt hear it anymore. we were rolling on the ground. omg it was so funny how she described it in such detail too. oh my.... so funny lol
also another funny thing happened today too. i went to go get my notebook from my friend and she got her wisdom teeth pulled out today too. i saw her with a wrap around her head, holding ice packs to her cheeks. and her cheeks were swollen like chipmunks too. i couldnt control myself and just started rolling in laughter.. omg... life is good right now...
Mom: YOU KNOW HOW FRUSTRATED I WAS YESTERDAY??? THE STUPID BACKDOOR GOT STUCK AND I WAS LOCKED OUT!! I KEPT CALLING AND CALLING YOUR BROTHER FOR 20 MINUTES BUT HE WOULDNT ANSWER!!! AND YOU AND YOUR FATHER WERE AT WORK TOO! WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!?!
my dad and i giggled at this point.
Mom: FINALLY WHEN HE OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME I STARTED TO LECTURE HIM. I WAS SO AGGRIVATED!! MY BLOOD PRESSURE WAS SO HIGH UP!! I GO BACK AND I ASKED HIM "WHY DIDNT YOU OPEN THE DOOR WHEN I CALLED?!?!? I WENT TO THE FRONT DOOR AND CALLED BUT STILL NO RESPONSE!!" THEN YOUR BROTHER GOES "Oh.. You called???" AND I SAID "YEAH!!!" THEN HE GOES "wait wait wait!! follow me follow me" THEN HE TAKES ME OUTSIDE AND SAYS "okay remember the other day *me* got stuck outside too? She popped the window screen out and climbed back in see?"
My dad and i were dying from laughter by now.
Mom: THEN I GOT EVEN MORE MAD AND SCREAMED "YOU'RE TELL ME!??!?! YOUR MOM!!! TO CLIMB IN THROUGH THE WINDOW!!! WHEN YOU COULD'VE OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME!?!?!?!?
my dad and i were laughing so hard you couldnt hear it anymore. we were rolling on the ground. omg it was so funny how she described it in such detail too. oh my.... so funny lol
also another funny thing happened today too. i went to go get my notebook from my friend and she got her wisdom teeth pulled out today too. i saw her with a wrap around her head, holding ice packs to her cheeks. and her cheeks were swollen like chipmunks too. i couldnt control myself and just started rolling in laughter.. omg... life is good right now...
Friday, May 29, 2009
bored and on the job
Here i am again.... blogging while at work... but there is nothing to do... I just finished Chosen, the third book of the House of Night series. things are starting to pick up. The second book Betrayal was pretty weak, and the third book has so much drama in it. Also, the girl acts so stupid, it frustrates me. If I were the main character, I'd be woopin asses in the story and come up with sneaky, coniving plots. Fuahahahah cuz thats just how creative I am...
So.... Lets get into my head just a bit huh??
I wonder if I'll ever get a boyfriend... I've never dated in my life so far... I think i'm pretty attractive. I've got a cute face with shiny, mischievous eyes. I'm athletic so my body is in good shape... In my opinion, my personality is fun and stuff... Maybe i'm just too tough... My friends tell me that because i'm so independent, that sort of scares guys away.
Apparently they want someone who is soft, warm, someone who they can take care of. haha. if that is true, it would mak sense. I'm quite an independent person. When my parents wanted to teach me how to properly do a front stroke, i was like "NO NO NO!! I DO IT MY SELF!! I DO IT MYSELF!!" of course this was when i was... oh.. lets say... 3 lol. And i already knew how to dress myself when i was really young. If we were gona go out, i would put on my shoes and clothes myself. i didnt need anyones help. My parents told me they didnt even need to teach me how to walk. One day i just got up by myself and started walking/running around. I laugh everytime i think of that image or if i talk about it with my family or friends....
I dont really get emotionally attatched to people.... Also, i dont like having bodily contact. I like to keep my personal space to myself. I dont even hug... I get really uncomfortable and stuff. Even my mom and most of my family dont hug me... No it is not sad and No I am not an abused child. I just dont like close bodily contact. Thats all..
It would be interesting to have a boyfriend. But he would have to beable to put up with alot lol. For instance, I dont like holding hands and as I just mentioned, hugging is a no no. If any guy that wants to be with me expects anything more than... sitting within 3inches of eachother, then TOO BAD!! lol If he's even thinking of the dirty then he shouldnt even try. I belong to no one and i will not give myself to anyone unless i choose to. If he threatens to break up with me then fine, go cry like a little bitch. I dont care, Do you think i'm like those self pitying little girls that blame themselves when their boyfriend abuses them (emotionally/physically/mentally)? Ha! No!
Oh man... What to do... College... Boys.... Economy.... Life..... Man i want a glass of milk.
So.... Lets get into my head just a bit huh??
I wonder if I'll ever get a boyfriend... I've never dated in my life so far... I think i'm pretty attractive. I've got a cute face with shiny, mischievous eyes. I'm athletic so my body is in good shape... In my opinion, my personality is fun and stuff... Maybe i'm just too tough... My friends tell me that because i'm so independent, that sort of scares guys away.
Apparently they want someone who is soft, warm, someone who they can take care of. haha. if that is true, it would mak sense. I'm quite an independent person. When my parents wanted to teach me how to properly do a front stroke, i was like "NO NO NO!! I DO IT MY SELF!! I DO IT MYSELF!!" of course this was when i was... oh.. lets say... 3 lol. And i already knew how to dress myself when i was really young. If we were gona go out, i would put on my shoes and clothes myself. i didnt need anyones help. My parents told me they didnt even need to teach me how to walk. One day i just got up by myself and started walking/running around. I laugh everytime i think of that image or if i talk about it with my family or friends....
I dont really get emotionally attatched to people.... Also, i dont like having bodily contact. I like to keep my personal space to myself. I dont even hug... I get really uncomfortable and stuff. Even my mom and most of my family dont hug me... No it is not sad and No I am not an abused child. I just dont like close bodily contact. Thats all..
It would be interesting to have a boyfriend. But he would have to beable to put up with alot lol. For instance, I dont like holding hands and as I just mentioned, hugging is a no no. If any guy that wants to be with me expects anything more than... sitting within 3inches of eachother, then TOO BAD!! lol If he's even thinking of the dirty then he shouldnt even try. I belong to no one and i will not give myself to anyone unless i choose to. If he threatens to break up with me then fine, go cry like a little bitch. I dont care, Do you think i'm like those self pitying little girls that blame themselves when their boyfriend abuses them (emotionally/physically/mentally)? Ha! No!
Oh man... What to do... College... Boys.... Economy.... Life..... Man i want a glass of milk.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Freedom at the tip of my fingers
... yesterday was my last class day of school... i am now an hour away from my first final exam. Calculus.... oh joy.... lol but i dont think its gona be that bad since i actually know this stuff.... heehheehe....i should be getting dressed right now... but what ever lol.... hmmm my lap top is gona die soon...
yesterday while i was in school, i would see all these girls crying and hugging and what not. i couldnt help but laugh. seriously??? yesterday was gona be the last day you're ever gona see eachother?? 4 hours from now you all are probably gona be wasted at some ones house together.
highschool... i still remember my first day of freshman year.... its crazy how its already been 4 years.... and hopefully obama will pick up the economy within the next 4 years so when i graduate, i wont get screwed over by the economy like this years college graduates. oh well... i will be back to blog somemore
yesterday while i was in school, i would see all these girls crying and hugging and what not. i couldnt help but laugh. seriously??? yesterday was gona be the last day you're ever gona see eachother?? 4 hours from now you all are probably gona be wasted at some ones house together.
highschool... i still remember my first day of freshman year.... its crazy how its already been 4 years.... and hopefully obama will pick up the economy within the next 4 years so when i graduate, i wont get screwed over by the economy like this years college graduates. oh well... i will be back to blog somemore
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Okay.. since i have time before it starts to get busy up in here.. i'll blog a bit more
MY GOD IS IT BORING RIGHT NOW!! its hot but its okay, i like it. yesterday i was freezing my ass off at a karaoke place. blarggggg
sooo... i'm gona be trying to lose atleast 5 lbs this summer. I'm 128lbs and 5'6ft tall but i have alot of flab, especially my stomach area. i am pretty muscular, but still i wanna lose some of that blarg before i go to college and gain the Freshmen 15....
oh man.. college... i'm still so pissed my college didnt give me ANY MONEY!! only freakin loans... grrr..... cheap ass schools. its because of the damn economy. obama you better fix this or else the "children of the future" are gona be screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwed!!!!! no money to get into colleges, get a good education. no bachelors degree... no masters.... all that equals to god damn near close to depression, and that would be scary. i definitely do not want to be around when that happens.
ohh man.... 2012.. i wanna know if the world is really gona end by then... that'll be very interesting...
i predict that world will be over taken by a xombie virus.. like resident evil... fuahahahaahahaha then the people i strongly dislike in this world will become zombies and i can blow their brains out.. or i would become a zombie and eat them and then kill them. FUAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!!! its a win win situation. oh man.. i bet some people that do not agree with my ideas are gona be PIIIIIIIIIISSED about that lol. they would probabloy be preaching on how "no! its not a win win situation, the world is gona end!" and all that nonsense. but i dont give a damn. because if the world is really gona end then might as well have some fun with it. oh man... can you imagine Hugh Jackman as a zombie??? he'd be the king and kill us all... like the Alpha male in I AM LEGEND....
good movie... and very interesting how they make the Cancer cure the Virus that makes everyone zombie like creatures...
hmm i am not looking forward to the Death Note american remake. they better have asians for ALL OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS!!! seriously... if its gona be all white people and ONE asian guy that gets KILLED in the whole movie, ima be so pissed and butcher that movie. and its not gona sell well if they dont put asian actors and actresses in it.
and yes i do agree that america is still a racist country. they acknowledge mexicans, latinos, african americans, and native americans, but they still do not acknowledge the asians. you dont see many asian artists or actors make it BIG in the American Industry. ok yes the leader of the pussycat dolls is philipino and yes that is a form of asian, but most people do not view her as asian. even to me, she looks more latina and a mix of something else than philipino.
In the history books, they mostly talk about the racism directed towards the african americans/blacks and latinos. Okay yes they did mention the japanese segregation during World War 2 but that was only a brief chapter. Do they even mention how during the Gold Rush, people were actually aloud to shoot and kill Chinese?? Do you know why??? Well because apparently the Chinese were "taking their jobs" and by they i mean the caucasians, the OTHER form of asian. Why do they not mention this?? How do you think it would look for America if their people knew more about their already dark past?
Yes i do acknowledge the blacks/ African americans suffered a great ordeal of racism and abuse too, but they're not the only ones. Yes i do know that they they fought with all they had to obtain their rights, so did other minorities, but the reason why history books mention them more than anyother minority race is because the caucasians are scared of them. dont deny it, its true. white people are scared of black people, and black people will pull the racism card out whenever a problem pops up.
but the racism card does not work as effectively for asians. lets say there was an epic battle between a... oh in general a chinese man and a black man, against a caucasian. if the black man claimed the man was racist, he would most likely claim he is not and try to make amends. however, if the chinese man were to claim he was racist, the caucasian would most likely brush it off or not take him as seriously.
However, i'm saying this hypothetically, the situation would have to depend on the kind of person the caucasian is and how hard the two minorities would fight for their rights. but that is what happens most of the time.
For instnce, the miley cyrus pictures thing. asians were criticizing her for pulling the "asian" eyes along with several other caucasian friends. There was one asian in the photo. but many caucasians did not see what the big deal about the picture was and most said "they're just making funny faces" that is not the point. the point is that most people generalize asians to have the stereotypical "slanty" eyes (althought i do not see us having cartoonish slanted eyes) and this just reinforces the discrimatory acts that OTHER PEOPLE perform. Miley is a large celebrity, especially for young kids, and a role model for them. if they see miley doing things like that, they will imitate her. She's their role model, they want to be her and will copy the things she says or acts. which would reinforce the discrimination in this country and it is STARTING with the young. imagine when they get older.
however, if you see miley behaving "ghetto" and making fun of certain "ghetto" trends, it would be seen as racism and she would probably be done for in the entertainment industry.
so you see my point?
well if you dont too bad...
wow that was long ass rant
MY GOD IS IT BORING RIGHT NOW!! its hot but its okay, i like it. yesterday i was freezing my ass off at a karaoke place. blarggggg
sooo... i'm gona be trying to lose atleast 5 lbs this summer. I'm 128lbs and 5'6ft tall but i have alot of flab, especially my stomach area. i am pretty muscular, but still i wanna lose some of that blarg before i go to college and gain the Freshmen 15....
oh man.. college... i'm still so pissed my college didnt give me ANY MONEY!! only freakin loans... grrr..... cheap ass schools. its because of the damn economy. obama you better fix this or else the "children of the future" are gona be screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwed!!!!! no money to get into colleges, get a good education. no bachelors degree... no masters.... all that equals to god damn near close to depression, and that would be scary. i definitely do not want to be around when that happens.
ohh man.... 2012.. i wanna know if the world is really gona end by then... that'll be very interesting...
i predict that world will be over taken by a xombie virus.. like resident evil... fuahahahaahahaha then the people i strongly dislike in this world will become zombies and i can blow their brains out.. or i would become a zombie and eat them and then kill them. FUAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!!! its a win win situation. oh man.. i bet some people that do not agree with my ideas are gona be PIIIIIIIIIISSED about that lol. they would probabloy be preaching on how "no! its not a win win situation, the world is gona end!" and all that nonsense. but i dont give a damn. because if the world is really gona end then might as well have some fun with it. oh man... can you imagine Hugh Jackman as a zombie??? he'd be the king and kill us all... like the Alpha male in I AM LEGEND....
good movie... and very interesting how they make the Cancer cure the Virus that makes everyone zombie like creatures...
hmm i am not looking forward to the Death Note american remake. they better have asians for ALL OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS!!! seriously... if its gona be all white people and ONE asian guy that gets KILLED in the whole movie, ima be so pissed and butcher that movie. and its not gona sell well if they dont put asian actors and actresses in it.
and yes i do agree that america is still a racist country. they acknowledge mexicans, latinos, african americans, and native americans, but they still do not acknowledge the asians. you dont see many asian artists or actors make it BIG in the American Industry. ok yes the leader of the pussycat dolls is philipino and yes that is a form of asian, but most people do not view her as asian. even to me, she looks more latina and a mix of something else than philipino.
In the history books, they mostly talk about the racism directed towards the african americans/blacks and latinos. Okay yes they did mention the japanese segregation during World War 2 but that was only a brief chapter. Do they even mention how during the Gold Rush, people were actually aloud to shoot and kill Chinese?? Do you know why??? Well because apparently the Chinese were "taking their jobs" and by they i mean the caucasians, the OTHER form of asian. Why do they not mention this?? How do you think it would look for America if their people knew more about their already dark past?
Yes i do acknowledge the blacks/ African americans suffered a great ordeal of racism and abuse too, but they're not the only ones. Yes i do know that they they fought with all they had to obtain their rights, so did other minorities, but the reason why history books mention them more than anyother minority race is because the caucasians are scared of them. dont deny it, its true. white people are scared of black people, and black people will pull the racism card out whenever a problem pops up.
but the racism card does not work as effectively for asians. lets say there was an epic battle between a... oh in general a chinese man and a black man, against a caucasian. if the black man claimed the man was racist, he would most likely claim he is not and try to make amends. however, if the chinese man were to claim he was racist, the caucasian would most likely brush it off or not take him as seriously.
However, i'm saying this hypothetically, the situation would have to depend on the kind of person the caucasian is and how hard the two minorities would fight for their rights. but that is what happens most of the time.
For instnce, the miley cyrus pictures thing. asians were criticizing her for pulling the "asian" eyes along with several other caucasian friends. There was one asian in the photo. but many caucasians did not see what the big deal about the picture was and most said "they're just making funny faces" that is not the point. the point is that most people generalize asians to have the stereotypical "slanty" eyes (althought i do not see us having cartoonish slanted eyes) and this just reinforces the discrimatory acts that OTHER PEOPLE perform. Miley is a large celebrity, especially for young kids, and a role model for them. if they see miley doing things like that, they will imitate her. She's their role model, they want to be her and will copy the things she says or acts. which would reinforce the discrimination in this country and it is STARTING with the young. imagine when they get older.
however, if you see miley behaving "ghetto" and making fun of certain "ghetto" trends, it would be seen as racism and she would probably be done for in the entertainment industry.
so you see my point?
well if you dont too bad...
wow that was long ass rant
First blog
Soo.. after my friend has been trying to convince me to create a blog. here i am... i am not going to give out my real name because... well come on... its the internet... use your common sense. if you dont have any too bad.
I bet your question is "what is the purpose of your blog?"
well i guess its like an electronic journal. i'll write what i have in mind and say what is in my head at the moment. hmmm why do have this blog.... i have no clue.. maybe it'll entertain me for the 11 hours i have to work today..
11 hours isnt that bad. it passes by quite quickly. Where do i work you ask??? i'm not telling you that either. dont want no freaky stalkers comin in and being like " hehehehe *creepy laugh* i read your blog hehehehe. *creepy laugh*"
So yeah....
well i guess i'll tell you alittle bit about me.
right now i'm trying to learn Korean and Japanese... Its just very difficult when you dont have a native speaker to help you out when you have questions, and to practice with... but yeah...
i guess thats it for now... before my boss gets here
I bet your question is "what is the purpose of your blog?"
well i guess its like an electronic journal. i'll write what i have in mind and say what is in my head at the moment. hmmm why do have this blog.... i have no clue.. maybe it'll entertain me for the 11 hours i have to work today..
11 hours isnt that bad. it passes by quite quickly. Where do i work you ask??? i'm not telling you that either. dont want no freaky stalkers comin in and being like " hehehehe *creepy laugh* i read your blog hehehehe. *creepy laugh*"
So yeah....
well i guess i'll tell you alittle bit about me.
right now i'm trying to learn Korean and Japanese... Its just very difficult when you dont have a native speaker to help you out when you have questions, and to practice with... but yeah...
i guess thats it for now... before my boss gets here
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