Okay.. since i have time before it starts to get busy up in here.. i'll blog a bit more

MY GOD IS IT BORING RIGHT NOW!! its hot but its okay, i like it. yesterday i was freezing my ass off at a karaoke place. blarggggg

sooo... i'm gona be trying to lose atleast 5 lbs this summer. I'm 128lbs and 5'6ft tall but i have alot of flab, especially my stomach area. i am pretty muscular, but still i wanna lose some of that blarg before i go to college and gain the Freshmen 15....

oh man.. college... i'm still so pissed my college didnt give me ANY MONEY!! only freakin loans... grrr..... cheap ass schools. its because of the damn economy. obama you better fix this or else the "children of the future" are gona be screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwed!!!!! no money to get into colleges, get a good education. no bachelors degree... no masters.... all that equals to god damn near close to depression, and that would be scary. i definitely do not want to be around when that happens.

ohh man.... 2012.. i wanna know if the world is really gona end by then... that'll be very interesting...

i predict that world will be over taken by a xombie virus.. like resident evil... fuahahahaahahaha then the people i strongly dislike in this world will become zombies and i can blow their brains out.. or i would become a zombie and eat them and then kill them. FUAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!!! its a win win situation. oh man.. i bet some people that do not agree with my ideas are gona be PIIIIIIIIIISSED about that lol. they would probabloy be preaching on how "no! its not a win win situation, the world is gona end!" and all that nonsense. but i dont give a damn. because if the world is really gona end then might as well have some fun with it. oh man... can you imagine Hugh Jackman as a zombie??? he'd be the king and kill us all... like the Alpha male in I AM LEGEND....

good movie... and very interesting how they make the Cancer cure the Virus that makes everyone zombie like creatures...

hmm i am not looking forward to the Death Note american remake. they better have asians for ALL OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS!!! seriously... if its gona be all white people and ONE asian guy that gets KILLED in the whole movie, ima be so pissed and butcher that movie. and its not gona sell well if they dont put asian actors and actresses in it.

and yes i do agree that america is still a racist country. they acknowledge mexicans, latinos, african americans, and native americans, but they still do not acknowledge the asians. you dont see many asian artists or actors make it BIG in the American Industry. ok yes the leader of the pussycat dolls is philipino and yes that is a form of asian, but most people do not view her as asian. even to me, she looks more latina and a mix of something else than philipino.

In the history books, they mostly talk about the racism directed towards the african americans/blacks and latinos. Okay yes they did mention the japanese segregation during World War 2 but that was only a brief chapter. Do they even mention how during the Gold Rush, people were actually aloud to shoot and kill Chinese?? Do you know why??? Well because apparently the Chinese were "taking their jobs" and by they i mean the caucasians, the OTHER form of asian. Why do they not mention this?? How do you think it would look for America if their people knew more about their already dark past?

Yes i do acknowledge the blacks/ African americans suffered a great ordeal of racism and abuse too, but they're not the only ones. Yes i do know that they they fought with all they had to obtain their rights, so did other minorities, but the reason why history books mention them more than anyother minority race is because the caucasians are scared of them. dont deny it, its true. white people are scared of black people, and black people will pull the racism card out whenever a problem pops up.

but the racism card does not work as effectively for asians. lets say there was an epic battle between a... oh in general a chinese man and a black man, against a caucasian. if the black man claimed the man was racist, he would most likely claim he is not and try to make amends. however, if the chinese man were to claim he was racist, the caucasian would most likely brush it off or not take him as seriously.

However, i'm saying this hypothetically, the situation would have to depend on the kind of person the caucasian is and how hard the two minorities would fight for their rights. but that is what happens most of the time.

For instnce, the miley cyrus pictures thing. asians were criticizing her for pulling the "asian" eyes along with several other caucasian friends. There was one asian in the photo. but many caucasians did not see what the big deal about the picture was and most said "they're just making funny faces" that is not the point. the point is that most people generalize asians to have the stereotypical "slanty" eyes (althought i do not see us having cartoonish slanted eyes) and this just reinforces the discrimatory acts that OTHER PEOPLE perform. Miley is a large celebrity, especially for young kids, and a role model for them. if they see miley doing things like that, they will imitate her. She's their role model, they want to be her and will copy the things she says or acts. which would reinforce the discrimination in this country and it is STARTING with the young. imagine when they get older.

however, if you see miley behaving "ghetto" and making fun of certain "ghetto" trends, it would be seen as racism and she would probably be done for in the entertainment industry.

so you see my point?

well if you dont too bad...

wow that was long ass rant